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  • Been away for a while. I am still very busy. I am also sick, been sick for almost a month now.=/ I can't seem to shake it. Be back soon!♥
  • Goodnight you my Xangan loves! ****HUGGGSSS**** I love you all. <3333
  • I'm off to bed now Xangaland. I need rest for tomorrow. I have some serious cleaning to do. I have been slacking. =/ Goodnight loves! I♥u!

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Monday, 26 October 2009

  • A big flop!

    So, turns out the possibilities of good and great news...turned to be a flop.

    Great news was that I could be pregant. Turns out I'm not.

    Good news was that my brother had an interview and could be getting a job.. turns out they filled the position and he didn't get the job. =/

     

    So........oh well.

    Back to crap days... BLEH. Why can't things just go smoothly for once!!!?

Thursday, 22 October 2009

  • Changes....

    Daylight broke today and I was wide awake. For the first night in weeks I got a good nights rest/sleep. I shut my alarm off so it didn't wake me up at 3:30am to get a call from William. Because of the time difference from Virginia and California, he called every morning before work but it meant me being awake at 3:30. But I turned it off last night. He and I aren't really talking anymore. We had words, I was mean, he was mean. Now we aren't really speaking. No mind though, I don't mind.
    Friends come and go, I've learned this. Lovers come and go... nothing ever stays in life.
    The only person that since I've known him that has honestly stayed fast is Isaac and he is always there.
    Besides it seems it best that he decided to not talk to me. I got rest for the first time in I don't know how long. Maybe today I'll be able to manage to get up and clean on the house. It so desperately needs it. I sure hope that I can move on from this crap... drama.... life with limitations.
    I'd like to thank Rez for always knowing what to say to me and make me feel like I'm worthy.
    I'd like to thanks Tukha because she has also supported me and made me feel like I was really a part of her family as her sister.
    I want to thank Jared because he is a special guy that tries with all his might to understand the complexities of my life and is always there for a cheering up or cheering me on.
    And Leigh Ann, you are much like me in so many ways... thanks for always understanding.

     

    I'm actually in a better mood today than I have been in a long time. I feel freer somehow. Maybe this will be a start of a brand new way of life or new way of thinking. I need a change...ahh... I so need a change.

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • Inner-work.

    I'm working on myself, my inner-self. I don't know what is up with me lately. I have been sick. Then I get ok, then get sick again. Then I'm depressed. Then I'm ok. Then back in the dumps. I can't just be happy for a little bit. It never lasts. >.<

    But I'm working on it. My friend Jared has been an amazing stepping stone in this (working on myself thing). He listens and helps. Ahh, he is great. Thanks for being such a great friend dear! *hugs*

    I will try and bring more things to blog about here. =)

    Thanks!

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Monday, 12 October 2009

  • Sick of being Sick. Tired of being Tired. =/

    I have buried myself in Facebook games.

    I haven't wanted to blog much at all. I don't know I am tired of it I guess.

    I miss all my Xangan friends though. So, I still come here and read and such.

    Update on me:

    I have been sick for like the past couple months on and off. I can't get rid of whatever it is that is ailing me. But I seem to be steady regardless.
    I'm going to go job hunting again tomorrow. I gotta do something. Things are just too tight around here.
    Other than that nothing really is exciting.

    I do however miss my family on the east coast. I wish I could see my sister and little cousin. =/

    That's all for now.

    Night.

    Love you all! I miss you greatly!

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